Sitting here on the ground in my apartment, wishing I could get up and dance around. I found some pretty awesome music, and when that happens I usually want to get up and dance! Then I get depressed thinking about how I can't really get up and dance. Well, at least I still have my hearing to hear the beautiful music! I will post the song that I found here....in fact right now!
Awesome music!
So there you go, go listen to that and everything will seem just a little bit better (until you realized you can't dance around like a crazy girl:)
So today, is just another average Krista day. I did some wash, but didn't wake up until noon. Seems like that has been happening a lot lately. I have checked facebook like a bazillion times today. I have contemplated a couple of times about turning onn my xbox and playing a game, but what game? I was so disapointed in the ending of mass effect 3 that I don't even want to try to play through it again with my second character like I did with one and two. It just seems pointless, seeing how it doesn't matter what I do, everything will basically turn out the same. I do have Fable 3, but I feel like I have played it through and done all I could. Maybe I need a new game. Oh wait, maybe I should go write on my book, seeing how I am in a tryping/writing mood. Today is one of those days I really wish I had the energy I used to have. *thinking to self-"it could be worse", over and over in my head*
Well, if you have any recommendations for me on what I could be doing, or even a great book that you have read recently! It would be muchly appreciated!
Oh and BTW go check out this contest! It links you to the facebook page and there is a contest going on there for a free signed book from the author!
Have a great day!!
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Hello, It is me again
So, I found a website that is for chronic fatigue! I am kind of excited about it, but not at the same time. I guess my moods change a lot and right now I am in the "no clue what to do, and nothing seems to be helping". So maybe I can see what others do for their own chronic fatigue. I have posted on their forum and thought I would post here what I posted there.
"Hello,
I am sitting up at 3 am unable to sleep. My sleeping pattern seems to be all over the place, and it is not fun. I just came across this website, and maybe I can relate with some of the other people on here, because I haven't really come across anyone else with chronic fatigue. I have had it for three years. I was really active before I came down with the mono virrus. It has been a rough ride. The mono virrus has been tested negative now, but I am not any where near where I used to be. I have my up days and my down days. I started a blog and I like to rant and rave on there :) I am in my twentys and was one semester away from graduating when I got mono, it then took another year and a half to get my degree. I was only able to take one or two classes a semester, after the worst part of mono was over. Most days I just don't know what to do, and I feel helpless. I am lucky to have a very supportive husband and that he is able to make enough that I don't have to work. Although I would really like to have a job, I just don't know how I would be able to handle one because everyday is different. I feel really bad! I know I shouldn't feel guilty, but I do! I feel like others judge me and don't believe me. I was always the one who wanted to go to school, learns lots, get a job, and have a family. About in that order too, at least I got the degree:) I really wouldn't wish CFS on anyone, ever!! I am always worried about what other people think of me, It is hard to make other people understand and I feel alone a lot of the time. I have been to several doctors and nothing seems to ever come of it. I have even tried the wholistic doctors, but they don't seem to help either."
I also found this top ten list to be EXACTLY how I feel! IT IS JUST SO TRUE!!!
"1. CFS is real.
“I’m not making this up.”
“My symptoms are very real even though you can’t see them.”
“I am sick with a real disease and I’m doing the best I can.”
2. It is very debilitating and disabling.
“CFS is as disabling as HIV, cancer and MS.”
“Staying at home is not a ‘fun vacation from reality.’”
“CFS is absolutely life-altering.”
3. The fatigue is very intense.
“It’s more than being tired.”
“My energy is very limited.”
“I understand you’re tired, but it’s not the same as CFS.”
4. Looks can be deceiving.
“I don’t look as bad as I feel inside.”
“Even when I look good, I feel awful.”
“Just because I look okay now, know that I’ll pay for it later.”
5. CFS is unpredictable.
“I don’t know from one day to the next how I’ll feel.”
“I have no control over how I feel.”
“I need to be flexible in planning things.”
6. It has nothing to do with being lazy.
“I wish I could accomplish more each day than I can.”
“Even simple things are often beyond my ability.”
“I’m not trying to get out of doing something when I say I can’t.”
7. Words don’t do CFS justice.
“There’s no way to accurately describe how bad I feel.”
“I still hurt as badly 20 years later as I did the first day I got sick.”
“Even when I don’t talk about it, I still feel sick.”
8. CFS is very isolating.
“I am often lonely and alone.”
“Life moves on without me.”
“Nobody understands what I’m going through.”
9. Your understanding is important.
“I am so grateful for my family’s support.”
“I am very lucky to have their understanding. It makes life bearable.”
“I still need quality life experiences and to be involved.”
10. CFS is not a choice.
“I don’t want to be this sick.”
“I miss the person I used to be.”
“It’s so sad to miss out on so many things in life.”
"Hello,
I am sitting up at 3 am unable to sleep. My sleeping pattern seems to be all over the place, and it is not fun. I just came across this website, and maybe I can relate with some of the other people on here, because I haven't really come across anyone else with chronic fatigue. I have had it for three years. I was really active before I came down with the mono virrus. It has been a rough ride. The mono virrus has been tested negative now, but I am not any where near where I used to be. I have my up days and my down days. I started a blog and I like to rant and rave on there :) I am in my twentys and was one semester away from graduating when I got mono, it then took another year and a half to get my degree. I was only able to take one or two classes a semester, after the worst part of mono was over. Most days I just don't know what to do, and I feel helpless. I am lucky to have a very supportive husband and that he is able to make enough that I don't have to work. Although I would really like to have a job, I just don't know how I would be able to handle one because everyday is different. I feel really bad! I know I shouldn't feel guilty, but I do! I feel like others judge me and don't believe me. I was always the one who wanted to go to school, learns lots, get a job, and have a family. About in that order too, at least I got the degree:) I really wouldn't wish CFS on anyone, ever!! I am always worried about what other people think of me, It is hard to make other people understand and I feel alone a lot of the time. I have been to several doctors and nothing seems to ever come of it. I have even tried the wholistic doctors, but they don't seem to help either."
I also found this top ten list to be EXACTLY how I feel! IT IS JUST SO TRUE!!!
"1. CFS is real.
“I’m not making this up.”
“My symptoms are very real even though you can’t see them.”
“I am sick with a real disease and I’m doing the best I can.”
2. It is very debilitating and disabling.
“CFS is as disabling as HIV, cancer and MS.”
“Staying at home is not a ‘fun vacation from reality.’”
“CFS is absolutely life-altering.”
3. The fatigue is very intense.
“It’s more than being tired.”
“My energy is very limited.”
“I understand you’re tired, but it’s not the same as CFS.”
4. Looks can be deceiving.
“I don’t look as bad as I feel inside.”
“Even when I look good, I feel awful.”
“Just because I look okay now, know that I’ll pay for it later.”
5. CFS is unpredictable.
“I don’t know from one day to the next how I’ll feel.”
“I have no control over how I feel.”
“I need to be flexible in planning things.”
6. It has nothing to do with being lazy.
“I wish I could accomplish more each day than I can.”
“Even simple things are often beyond my ability.”
“I’m not trying to get out of doing something when I say I can’t.”
7. Words don’t do CFS justice.
“There’s no way to accurately describe how bad I feel.”
“I still hurt as badly 20 years later as I did the first day I got sick.”
“Even when I don’t talk about it, I still feel sick.”
8. CFS is very isolating.
“I am often lonely and alone.”
“Life moves on without me.”
“Nobody understands what I’m going through.”
9. Your understanding is important.
“I am so grateful for my family’s support.”
“I am very lucky to have their understanding. It makes life bearable.”
“I still need quality life experiences and to be involved.”
10. CFS is not a choice.
“I don’t want to be this sick.”
“I miss the person I used to be.”
“It’s so sad to miss out on so many things in life.”
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Hello
Hi Everyone (at least the people who read this)
Today is sunday!!
Couple of things I have done recently. I went and saw two movies (not one right after another). I went and saw "Hunger Games" and "Mirror Mirror". I liked both a lot! I think Mirror Mirror is more my type of movie. I read the Hunger Games book and the ending freaked me out. Blah!! I just don't like violence and can't stand people going into depth about violent scenes.
What else have I done?
hmm, this last week Daline and her family came and visited and stayed over night. It was fun to have them all here. I should have taken some pictures to show you. Daline did, maybe she can post some on her blog (hint hint:). We had a had a fire and roasted hot dogs and marsh mellows! It was fun!
I finished reading the second book in the beyonders series. IT was great! I cant wait to see how the third one plays out! So let me explain this book a bit. It is by Brandon Mull, he wrote the Fablehaven Series (which I love). Two kids get mixed up in another worlds problem, but the cool thing is all the different species they run into. Okay, so imagine your a person, but you are also a plant.....They have seeds in the back of their necks and when they die, the seed pops out and gets replanted. You grow into a person again and are harvested! Weird, but COOL!! He has really made up some awesome species.
I also finished reading the book "crossed", It is a trilogy and is the second one in the series. I didn't it as good as the first book in the series. I just felt like not much happened...I mean things did happen, but just it seemed slow. It was still good though and hopefully the third one will be better! This book is about a dystopian society and is also a love story.
Well, My plants in my sisters green house and doing great!! I will post pics soon!
Today is sunday!!
Couple of things I have done recently. I went and saw two movies (not one right after another). I went and saw "Hunger Games" and "Mirror Mirror". I liked both a lot! I think Mirror Mirror is more my type of movie. I read the Hunger Games book and the ending freaked me out. Blah!! I just don't like violence and can't stand people going into depth about violent scenes.
What else have I done?
hmm, this last week Daline and her family came and visited and stayed over night. It was fun to have them all here. I should have taken some pictures to show you. Daline did, maybe she can post some on her blog (hint hint:). We had a had a fire and roasted hot dogs and marsh mellows! It was fun!
I finished reading the second book in the beyonders series. IT was great! I cant wait to see how the third one plays out! So let me explain this book a bit. It is by Brandon Mull, he wrote the Fablehaven Series (which I love). Two kids get mixed up in another worlds problem, but the cool thing is all the different species they run into. Okay, so imagine your a person, but you are also a plant.....They have seeds in the back of their necks and when they die, the seed pops out and gets replanted. You grow into a person again and are harvested! Weird, but COOL!! He has really made up some awesome species.
I also finished reading the book "crossed", It is a trilogy and is the second one in the series. I didn't it as good as the first book in the series. I just felt like not much happened...I mean things did happen, but just it seemed slow. It was still good though and hopefully the third one will be better! This book is about a dystopian society and is also a love story.
Well, My plants in my sisters green house and doing great!! I will post pics soon!
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Monday, March 26, 2012
Hello
Howdy everyone
This has been an interesting month of March....... I have been sleeping a lot, getting a cold takes a lot out of me apparently, and it takes forever to get any energy back. That is at least what I think has taken all of my energy away.
so my plants have safely moved into a greenhouse at my sisters house :) My sister has a greenhouse in her backyard. Someday I hope I will have a greenhouse in my backyard, or own a greenhouse somewhere.
Today was really windy and stormy.
Wow, I don't have much to say. It seems like I have tons to say when I thought about writing my blog.
I am watching "Good Luck Charlie, Its Christmas" It is actually really funny
This has been an interesting month of March....... I have been sleeping a lot, getting a cold takes a lot out of me apparently, and it takes forever to get any energy back. That is at least what I think has taken all of my energy away.
so my plants have safely moved into a greenhouse at my sisters house :) My sister has a greenhouse in her backyard. Someday I hope I will have a greenhouse in my backyard, or own a greenhouse somewhere.
Today was really windy and stormy.
Wow, I don't have much to say. It seems like I have tons to say when I thought about writing my blog.
I am watching "Good Luck Charlie, Its Christmas" It is actually really funny
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Memories
So, I didn' really fall asleep at all last night. I got up at four am and played around on my computer for an hour. Then I tried to fall asleep, but probably didnt fall asleep until about 6 am....crazy
Anyway, I was thinking of a time when I was little and my parents were still together, They went on some vacation and my grandma Hansen came and stayed with us for a while to take care of us all:) I remember it being fun, but I also remember I got grounded because I was grumpy. How silly huh? My grandma put me on a chair and said that I could not leave that chair until I smiled. I was stubborn and was determined not to smile at all!!! I really don't know how long I sat there in the kitchen while my grandma was doing the dishes. Before long I was trying really hard not to smile and laugh at something my siblings were doing outside...My grandma noticed and dismissed me from my time out. I was so stubborn all I had to do was smile :)
Anyway, I was thinking of a time when I was little and my parents were still together, They went on some vacation and my grandma Hansen came and stayed with us for a while to take care of us all:) I remember it being fun, but I also remember I got grounded because I was grumpy. How silly huh? My grandma put me on a chair and said that I could not leave that chair until I smiled. I was stubborn and was determined not to smile at all!!! I really don't know how long I sat there in the kitchen while my grandma was doing the dishes. Before long I was trying really hard not to smile and laugh at something my siblings were doing outside...My grandma noticed and dismissed me from my time out. I was so stubborn all I had to do was smile :)
Sunday, March 18, 2012
SAD......petunias
So, I have been watching my moonflowers, watermelon, and cucumbers grow, but the sad part is my petunias have not germinated. I had like one or two, but nothing else out of the 60 or so I planted. I am very sad about this.... So I have contacted the seller and maybe she can send me replacements. I had bought them on ebay and she had very good feedback. I hope she will work with me!
Friday I went to a mystery dinner theater thing with my husband, my sister and her husband, my sister-in-law and her sister-in-law. It was rather fun! Our table won the suicide gone south award! We guess that the guy poisoned himself to get out of the sticky situation that he was in :) Ha ha ha ha.
I made scones today, but they didn't turn out the best. The oven in this apartment is a bit different then the other one I am used to, so I never know what heat setting I should put the oil on. I know it is supposed to be somewhere between low and medium.
My husband and I bought Mass Effect 3 this week!! He decided to get it for his birthday, even though his birthday is still more than a month away. I was definately okay with it. I am really trying to limit myself on how much I play the game, although we tend to fight over who gets to play it when:) We both have been waiting for this game for a while to come out. I used to be excited about the new Old Republic game coming out, but then they turned it into an mmo. I like mmo's, but I don't want to pay the extra fees every month that come along with them. So I have purchased that game.
I am getting a little annoyed at my phone, I wish that I had a phone with actually buttons for typing and not just having a touch screen, I like being able to feel the buttons as I text. I always am mispelling words. Next phone I get hopefully it will be a phone that has a slide out keyboard.
Friday I went to a mystery dinner theater thing with my husband, my sister and her husband, my sister-in-law and her sister-in-law. It was rather fun! Our table won the suicide gone south award! We guess that the guy poisoned himself to get out of the sticky situation that he was in :) Ha ha ha ha.
I made scones today, but they didn't turn out the best. The oven in this apartment is a bit different then the other one I am used to, so I never know what heat setting I should put the oil on. I know it is supposed to be somewhere between low and medium.
My husband and I bought Mass Effect 3 this week!! He decided to get it for his birthday, even though his birthday is still more than a month away. I was definately okay with it. I am really trying to limit myself on how much I play the game, although we tend to fight over who gets to play it when:) We both have been waiting for this game for a while to come out. I used to be excited about the new Old Republic game coming out, but then they turned it into an mmo. I like mmo's, but I don't want to pay the extra fees every month that come along with them. So I have purchased that game.
I am getting a little annoyed at my phone, I wish that I had a phone with actually buttons for typing and not just having a touch screen, I like being able to feel the buttons as I text. I always am mispelling words. Next phone I get hopefully it will be a phone that has a slide out keyboard.
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