Well, It is currently Wednesday evening and the garbage truck comes tomorrow, my garbage is full and I have absolutely no desire to take it out and put the big garbage can on the street. I really should! I have basically been sleeping all day, it has been kind of weird. I haven't had a "sleeping all day" day in a long time.
I think, I am just a bit depressed. I had a doctors appointment yesterday. It was an interesting one. She was a physicians assistant and claimed there was no such thing as chronic mono or chronic Epstein Barr and yet here I am, researching (again) and there is tons of cases of where people have chronic mono. I am going to be sticking with what my actual doctor said (it was my yearly women checkup, so I wasn't at my normal doctors). It is so frustrating! I came away depressed from that appointment. I get blood work done all the time and my levels of the chronic mono are elevated a lot! compared to someone who has had or hasn't had the virus Once you get a virus, yes it is always in your system, but your body is supposed to keep it under taps. So here is my thinking on it. They have blood work for all different types of viruses. So most people have been exposed to this virus sometime in their life and if they were to get the test that I get done, it will show a certain number of these evil little viruses running around in their body, but their white blood cells (which produce antibodies) are able to keep them under control and so they don't show symptoms. So what is up with my body??? I don't know, it can't seem to keep these EVIL little viruses under control! Not sure what is going on, wish I could just ask my body......I have so so so so many thoughts on what is actually going on. There is a war going on in my body, I need a bigger army!
Anyways, My life is same as always, nothing new really.....I sleep a lot...... that's about it......(can you tell I am not in a good mood).
This is awesome. Where this video was shot is kind of what I have always dreamed would be in my own house someday!
