Hello,
I have seem to add a new symptom to my symptoms....gagging like crazy for about an hour after I wake up (and don't even dare think that it is because I am pregnant). I look at my pills I have got to take...gag..gag..gag... I look at food....gag..gag...gag.... It seems to settle down about an hour after I wake up... Hopefully this is just a random symptom and it will be gone in a week or so like other symptoms I get.
Pregnancy is getting to be a touchy subject for me, It used to not bother me, but as I get older it is getting to me more and more. Do I want kids? Yes, the answer has always been yes, but after getting sick I kept thinking "I have just got to get over this, and then I can think about that", but It seems like after 11 years, I am not getting over this. If you understood, truly, what I go through each day, you would not want a baby to be added to this situation. I feel I will need a lot of help, and who even knows if I can have a baby? I already know I will need to be seen by a high risk pregnancy doctor because one of my condition. This is a personal subject for me, but I fet the need to write down some of my thoughts.
Recent Happenings here:
After a long time, my fence finally got installed! It is beautiful, the company did a good job I just wish they would have been better at keeping me up to date on what was going on and why it was taking so long. I was the one who had to keep reaching out to them.
We rescued a kitten, Or mostly my husband rescued it. Since I have this stupid sleep paralysis going on, he was the one getting up every two to three hours to feed the cute little thing :) Of course, my husband ( and me) fell in love with him and now he is ours forever. Ollie is his name, and he has helped a ton with my winter depression :) He is a cuddle bug! Meep was never really that cuddly as a kitten, but Ollie is and I love it!
Trying a new medicine, I really can't decide if its helping. I think I will stop it, since it might be the reason for my new gagging fiasco. Oh the joys of trial and error with a chronic illness. Moslty with me, it seems all to be my body going "error....error"
I have started playing a new game, and I am kind of addicted. This ark dinosaur game, it is kind of like minecraft but with dinosaurs! Yeah, it keeps my mind active, and not thinking about how yucky I feel at times :)
Can't wait until warmer weather and when I feel a little better! I need a trip to Florida or something, but ya know, stupid covid!
About covid, I am so excited to get my shot! Yes, I know half the people are scared of the shot, but I have done a lot of research! I hope I can get out and do more stuff!
