Realization

Lately, I have come to realize something,  I am the kind of person who thinks I am friends with everyone, even if we were friends forever ago, and they all have new lives and new friends and new family, and I am just stuck in the past...I don't know if this makes sense, but it is just what has been going through my mind lately. Over the past 8 years, I have been exposed, let's say, to way less people than the normal person. I don't have a job, don't have kids,  etc etc...... I haven't made many new friends....I mean, don't get me wrong, I love all the friends I have, even if they don't consider me a friend anymore. I just feel like most people have moved on with their lives and kind of have forgotten about me.... This is not supposed to be a downer post and I am not feeling sorry for myself, as I said earlier, It is becoming something I am realizing about my life as time goes on..BUT the more I think about it the more I become sorry for myself......um yeah, so I am going to stop talking about this subject, because I hate feeling sorry for myself


I seem to get extremely talkative and emotional when I take excedrin migraine medicine. Does this happen to anyone else? Emotional like, I am on the verge of tears one second and laughing about something else the next. It brings up too many emotions to deal with all at once, and I end up talking my husband's ear off. I don't like taking it, but Ibuprofen doesn't seem to work for my headaches anymore.

Today is Easter Sunday!

I am not doing much, Woke up with a headache.

I keep thinking of things I would like to do, but my craft room is kind of inaccessible right now. My ceiling is finally getting fixed. It just needs to have all the hardware put back on and then painted. So that room has everything shoved to one side and has a tarp over it.

I used to go to my Grandma Ma-t's house and we would play egg-ee-eye-over. It was super fun, we would get into teams and throw eggs from the back yard over the house,  and hit the others in the front of the house. It was always a hoot!

I have set some goals for myself, and I know it sounds a bit kiddish but I have made a sticker chart to go with it. It helps keep me motivated! Because it is hard to stay motivated.

Yay for March!

I am so glad that this winter is almost over.  I am glad that I will be able to go out and about more when the weather is warmer!

RB and I went to an accountant to get our taxes done this year. They are all done now, so that is nice.

I really want to move out of this apartment. This is probably the least favorite place I have lived since being married.... *knocks on wood*

My dog passed away a little bit ago, I call him my dog, but he belonged to all the family really. He was my step moms dog, when she moved in he came with her, he was a little yorkie and just adorable. He was about 16 years old, and had many health problems by the end.  He loved cuddles, and loved to play with the big dogs.  I could always be happily greeted by him when I came to visit after I moved away. I made him a stepping stone to put on his grave. It is still sitting on my couch, my family got sick with the flu so I have been waiting till they get better to go over there.

Evil little Monster

I must have done too much, I slept 14 hours over the last day and I still feel tired, probably an early bedtime for me tonight. I have slept on and off most of today....It is just fine though,  if my body needs the sleep then I will let me sleep. Might be a bug affecting me also, so we shall see.

I was reading through my journals the other day, trying to figure out the date to an event in  my life. It is so interesting to see all the things I did pre-sickness, I was normal. Sometimes it is hard for me to read, because it reminds me of what I used to be able to do, but this time it wasn't as hard. It was mostly during my college days.  One reason I love Facebook is because I still feel connected to the world and I am friends with all these wonderful people I went to college with, and get to know what they are up to these days.

Stinking awful virus. It just took too  much of a toll on my body and it has never been able to recover from what the evil little monster did to me. Leaving me with only a little bit of what I used to be....

February 7th, the day my twin aunts were born

As you can see in the title, I have 2 aunts who have birthdays today. I don't know any other aunts birthdays, but for some reason I have remembered their birthday since I was little, so to my Twin aunts HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Taxes are crazy, It was always fun to do taxes when one gets money back, but it is not fun to do them when you end up owing!

I am not even going to watch the super bowl

well that is all I can think of to post right now!


Ok ok, so my husband just turned on the super bowl, so I will probably see some of it.

Oh January

Today is probably the 2nd  best day (so far) I have had all month. I have not been in bed all day and was actually able to fold some laundry!

I had yucky tummy problems over the weekend that were not fun, but good thing I had some zofran still! I was lucky to not start vomiting.  I am still very weary about what I eat. 

My rib, I hope, is mostly better! Every now and then I feel it hurting, but nothing very painful!

I have crocheted 3 beanie hats and have been making little charms from a craft kit I got from Christmas. I will show you pictures when I get them uploaded. Stuff that I can do from bed.

RB and I started watching Star Trek, the original series a while ago, and just finished with the last movie for the original series.  I actually quite loved it! My favorite character is Dr. McCoy!  We started the next generation series, but I have not started to love the characters like I do the original series, but we are not that far into it.

Hello, It has been over a week since I was in the ER.

My rib is finally starting to not hurt as much! Which I am very grateful for, and for some reason it hurts the most at nights, and today it has only ached here and there a bit. 

I was very depressed last night. Being in bed and couped of for this long is never fun. 

My house is a disaster zone, and that just makes me feel worse. My tree is still in sections in my front room, along with all  the totes that need to be stored away.

I have been terribly upset at doctors in general, I don't want to live my life in bed, yet there is not much they can do......I know it isn't their fault..