Tired of being tired

I am really grumpy today and the last couple of days.....

I am extremely angry at this sickness I have

I don't see an end in sight of the continual exhaustion

It's always there, sometimes pounding so hard on my brain I can't speak clearly

I hate the heart palpitations I get for doing the tiniest little things

I am tired of being tired

Doctors have failed me, they have no cure, only things they can do is MAYBE help with some of the         symptoms.

It is just so weird to think about how my life was before, this was not  something that got progressively worse....it just hit me.....flu like symptoms that NEVER went away!