Most days I wake up feeling crappy

BLAH

Hello

So the last couple of months have been really frustrating. Selling a house is hard work, especially when you have this stupid CFIDS. The house is never in perfect order when I have a showing, and I can't just use energy I DON'T HAVE to make it look perfect. I think that is a big reason why it hasn't sold yet.

I have also been attempting to redo part of my yard. It is a very very slow process for me. Just little bits done when I feel like I have the energy to do it.

I am also pretty sure I got food poisoning last night and I am still recovering from it today. It was the most awful thing. I don't even want to tell you what happened just because thinking about how sick I felt makes me feel sick all over again. So maybe another day.

I have been having a lot harder time lately with my CFIDS then I usually do. I am more depressed then usual, and just can't find a happy balance in my life right now.  I want to take my house off the market, but I don't see any other option right now. It is really hard on me, thinking that I have to keep the house in order all the time just IN CASE there is a showing. 

I am getting worse and worse at this blogging bit. I just feel like life goes on and my life hasn't changed much, so what is there to write about.

I got Roses from my husband last Friday for fun :) but they are already wilting:( It is sad.

I went and visited my sister today and tried to transplant some plants.....I don't know if they will make it. They were looking pretty droopy when I left.

Just attempted to vacuum out my car, and now my back hurts. That was fun.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.................................................,


ok well bye

guess what ?!

my finger is pretty much healed

progression of my mrsa sore on finger;)

 So, if you gag easy then don't look at the following pictures. I'm posting this for record and wonderful memories;) they are from most recent to the startish, of when my mrsa started.

Jan 31

Jan 30

Jan 20

Jan 18

update on finger

.....so I'm scared to say this, for fear people might run for their lives.....but it wasn't a cold sore on my finger.......



it is mrsa........

yippee...............

some people have heard of it, some have not

Interesting day!

Today was interesting!

I am trying to type with one less finger right now. Don't worry, it is still there!

About four or five days ago, one of my fingers started to feel funny, Like really sensitive when it got touched. Then it started to look all bubbly, It was a bit weird. I bandaged it up and went on my way. Anyways it just hadn't changed(got a little worse) and I had a doctors appointment today's anyways. So I decided to show it to him, and ask about it. He decided we needed to take some cultures of it and in order to do that, he needed to take a knife to one of the bubbles! BLAH! I was a bit scared, but it didn't hurt really. Until he started pushing on it with a Q-tip, then I blurted out.. "Bring Back the knife!" Ha Ha, The part when he was pushing on it hurt a whole lot more then the knife part!

SO, the tests are not back yet, but he thinks that the herpes virrus has now traveled to my hand....or my finger! So I have a cold sore on my finger....actually like five! And it does not feel good to bend it! Also, it can be transferred to other parts of my body and to other people, so I will have it bandaged up good for a while :)

Also, I screamed at a Les Scwab guy today! Not because I was mad, but because he scared me! I jump and scream easily!  I was walking in to the store and I did not see him come out to help me, and then he was just there....and I screamed! Ha Ha, poor guy!

Alright now for some pictures of my finger! Want to see?? Well here you go!